It was only just a dream

It was at that moment that i felt emptiness.. it's been quite some time since the last, and it feels as though i'm now quite used to that feeling now.. perhaps, it ain't that hurt.. though it feels kinda different.. Everything seems so real, so close that I was finally convinced that the time is now, I've found it.. and it happens just like that, we were so good together, it seems as though we are meant to be.. but it turned out that she is still holding on to someone.. Somehow i respect that, i understand it.. But the one thing that i cannot accept is to leave, if fate has brought us together, it must have been for something.. It happens that what i have is too much, too deep and too strong to let go.. I refuse to leave, after all that we've been through.. How can u ask me to leave just like that?

If everything is just a dream, I hope fate has never even brought you and me together.. I hope I've never attracted to you.. I hope you'd not have given me everything.. But it's now too late for that, I've come too deep into you.. If time is what you need, if holding on to him is what you want and if his love is all you know.. I'll respect that.. But don't you go around and told me to leave, ignore me just because you feel bad.. Don't you feel even bad when you do all that? I guess once in a while, we've gotta really sit down, calm ourselves and feel for ourselves with whom our heart beats harder.. If it's meant to be, it will be..