Lost

Alright, i admit it.. i'm lost..

I dunno what to do.. what to expect.. what to believe in..
I guess winter comes again eh? and right now it feels so empty, so blank and so dark..
It was so good in the summer when i thought that i would finally have my fantasy.. Because this time.. it seems so real.. so close.. so true..
Funny how i felt that way..

It was one hell of a ride i guess..
and now.. memories, are all that i have..

Luckily, i have great friends,, being with me, bear with me, listen to me, and talk to me.. thank you.. from the deepest of my heart..

Interestingly, there is this one guy, he told me that i have one last coin.. one more chance.. and how will i spend it? what's it gonna be? honestly.. i dunno, i'm lost~

Well, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.. perhaps..
For sure, it didn't kill me.. and the way i see it, i have grown.. a better man..
It's just that i still couldn't find the me in me..

This chapter's done and the story must still goes on..