11 - 01 - 2012
Dear Blog,
Had a great lunch with 2 of my brothers, will and pun, :) When three of us are together, we are like a kid, playing and fooling around like nobody's business.
We played arcade again, realized that when you start something, it'll be quite hard but as time goes by, you'll eventually get used to it and get better at it.
We then had another great dinner, meeting yii, sal, and renn. Another great chat, another great day.
I wasn't supposed to feel that way but I just can't help it but I managed to hold it in after all. It's just good to have the presence.
In all sincerity,
Kelvin
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Pass-by
10 - 01 - 2012
Dear Blog,
Spent my whole day watching the drama series Spartacus: Blood and Sand, it's one hell of a action Roman Empire series. Learnt that people from olden days have been filled with much hatred, envy, and act treacherously. Perhaps, that's in the human nature to feel those negative feelings. But then again, there's always a nice people and a bad people but who is there to judge? It's just too subjective.
Love, it's been known since olden time, until today, everyone is searching for the true meaning of it, so am I. All the man (Gladiator) battle for the glory in the coliseum to earn the freedom for the sole reason of none other than love for a woman, who is worth the fight and the struggle. It's funny how people nowadays are toying with woman while searching for their meaning of love.
Just when I had the thought that I need to back down, a small voice deep down whispered to me 'this might turn out to be something' but then my mind opposes claiming that I cannot afford another fall-down, this time round, it might really kills me. Hope it'll just pass me by.
In all sincerity,
Kelvin
Dear Blog,
Spent my whole day watching the drama series Spartacus: Blood and Sand, it's one hell of a action Roman Empire series. Learnt that people from olden days have been filled with much hatred, envy, and act treacherously. Perhaps, that's in the human nature to feel those negative feelings. But then again, there's always a nice people and a bad people but who is there to judge? It's just too subjective.
Love, it's been known since olden time, until today, everyone is searching for the true meaning of it, so am I. All the man (Gladiator) battle for the glory in the coliseum to earn the freedom for the sole reason of none other than love for a woman, who is worth the fight and the struggle. It's funny how people nowadays are toying with woman while searching for their meaning of love.
Just when I had the thought that I need to back down, a small voice deep down whispered to me 'this might turn out to be something' but then my mind opposes claiming that I cannot afford another fall-down, this time round, it might really kills me. Hope it'll just pass me by.
In all sincerity,
Kelvin
Monday, January 9, 2012
Deep Talk
09 - 01 - 2012
Dear Blog,
Went to catch a movie with ah.jinn today, The Petalling Street Warrior, if the tittle is correct, LoL, never really notice the title of the movie.
Well, overall, it's a nice movie and worth watching but I expect it to be better though.
So, we had a dinner at Dian Xiao Er, and had a great chat.
Talked a lot of stuff, and he is a great observer and has great minds.
He'll be damn scary if he were a bad guy, hahaha,
Some things to note after the chat:
Never know how to say NO,
Arrgh, forgot the rest, LoL
Well, lotsa stuff he said is true, :)
Starting to get comfortable with him, trying to be open towards him,
Maybe and just maybe I could learn how to open up to peeps who is 'real'.
It was a great day,
Thanks god, for the wonderful day.
In all sincerity,
Kelvin.
Dear Blog,
Went to catch a movie with ah.jinn today, The Petalling Street Warrior, if the tittle is correct, LoL, never really notice the title of the movie.
Well, overall, it's a nice movie and worth watching but I expect it to be better though.
So, we had a dinner at Dian Xiao Er, and had a great chat.
Talked a lot of stuff, and he is a great observer and has great minds.
He'll be damn scary if he were a bad guy, hahaha,
Some things to note after the chat:
Never know how to say NO,
Arrgh, forgot the rest, LoL
Well, lotsa stuff he said is true, :)
Starting to get comfortable with him, trying to be open towards him,
Maybe and just maybe I could learn how to open up to peeps who is 'real'.
It was a great day,
Thanks god, for the wonderful day.
In all sincerity,
Kelvin.
Sunday, January 8, 2012
Reject
Dear Blog,
08 - 01 - 2012
Guess I'm getting older and weaker, had a backache after the balling so I decided to stay back and rest for today.
It's in lotsa pain and ended up doing nothing but lying in the bed for the whole day.
Oh, God, I hope it'll be better by tomorrow.
Finally decided on the home-coming plan, I don't know what has gotten into me but I don't have the feeling of homesick or the feeling that desire to come back home. Perhaps, some part of me is rejecting the feeling to go back to the land where it all begins and where it all ends.
Well, I've gotta go back anyway, Chinese New Year is around the corner. Hmm, She must be very" excited by now.
In all sincerity,
Kelvin
08 - 01 - 2012
Guess I'm getting older and weaker, had a backache after the balling so I decided to stay back and rest for today.
It's in lotsa pain and ended up doing nothing but lying in the bed for the whole day.
Oh, God, I hope it'll be better by tomorrow.
Finally decided on the home-coming plan, I don't know what has gotten into me but I don't have the feeling of homesick or the feeling that desire to come back home. Perhaps, some part of me is rejecting the feeling to go back to the land where it all begins and where it all ends.
Well, I've gotta go back anyway, Chinese New Year is around the corner. Hmm, She must be very" excited by now.
In all sincerity,
Kelvin
Saturday, January 7, 2012
Balling Tragic
07 - 01 - 2012
Dear blog,
Nothing much today, I went to buy my parent's stuff and went home straight after.
The feeling of balling suddenly came across my mind, and I asked Will to join.
Well, we played, but sadly, it's not my day, I really can't get myself to do my stuff.
All the matches we played were very very aggressive and it happened that one uncle roll his ankle while laying-up and the ankle broke, twisted, dislocated. It was disaster, I never saw an ankle dislocated like that and it sent the chill down my spine and scared the hell out of me. We called it a day after that, watching other philippine fellas played while reminiscing and deciding on changing the way I play.
Had a great dinner though, the famous boon tong kee chicken rice. It's damn good.
In all sincerity,
Kelvin.
Dear blog,
Nothing much today, I went to buy my parent's stuff and went home straight after.
The feeling of balling suddenly came across my mind, and I asked Will to join.
Well, we played, but sadly, it's not my day, I really can't get myself to do my stuff.
All the matches we played were very very aggressive and it happened that one uncle roll his ankle while laying-up and the ankle broke, twisted, dislocated. It was disaster, I never saw an ankle dislocated like that and it sent the chill down my spine and scared the hell out of me. We called it a day after that, watching other philippine fellas played while reminiscing and deciding on changing the way I play.
Had a great dinner though, the famous boon tong kee chicken rice. It's damn good.
In all sincerity,
Kelvin.
Friday, January 6, 2012
Bro's Talk
06 - 01 - 2012
Dear blog,
As expected, I had predicted that he had changed and here I am, finally knowing that， which is a good thing. Unfortunately, it's a sad story after all, It's too late for him and all I can do is to wish the best for him.
Had a man's talk with him for a while. I don't know how we started that but it started anyway. Reminiscing the past, the dark days where despise, anger, agony comes in for the time spent on family. I'm not proud of it, but I know that lotsa peeps went through the same thing. Well, after that unforgettable accident, I guess I really grew up. Learnt lotsa lessons from there, one of it is the importance of family and the fact that what a friend can do is only to certain limit and beyond that you have no other people to go to except for family. He realized that as well, but the price is too much, it will be his greatest regret. Saw the tears drop from his eyes, and for the first time, I know that he is enduring lotsa pain and wouldn't even talk about it to anyone. Hope he will be successful in the future time. God, please bless him and his family.
Oh God, I am really grateful that I still have the chance to make it right, though at times, I doubted my ability to do so. But, I have faith, that no matter what, if I give my heart and soul to whatever I do, I will make something out of it. God please give me strength, please guide and enlighten me through all of this.
In all sincerity,
Kelvin
Dear blog,
As expected, I had predicted that he had changed and here I am, finally knowing that， which is a good thing. Unfortunately, it's a sad story after all, It's too late for him and all I can do is to wish the best for him.
Had a man's talk with him for a while. I don't know how we started that but it started anyway. Reminiscing the past, the dark days where despise, anger, agony comes in for the time spent on family. I'm not proud of it, but I know that lotsa peeps went through the same thing. Well, after that unforgettable accident, I guess I really grew up. Learnt lotsa lessons from there, one of it is the importance of family and the fact that what a friend can do is only to certain limit and beyond that you have no other people to go to except for family. He realized that as well, but the price is too much, it will be his greatest regret. Saw the tears drop from his eyes, and for the first time, I know that he is enduring lotsa pain and wouldn't even talk about it to anyone. Hope he will be successful in the future time. God, please bless him and his family.
Oh God, I am really grateful that I still have the chance to make it right, though at times, I doubted my ability to do so. But, I have faith, that no matter what, if I give my heart and soul to whatever I do, I will make something out of it. God please give me strength, please guide and enlighten me through all of this.
In all sincerity,
Kelvin
Thursday, January 5, 2012
2012
05 - 01 - 2012
Dear Blog,
Well, I guess time really flies, isn't it?
Before I knew it, 2011 has ended. It's 2012 now..
Haven't given much thought for the new year's resolution. But one thing for sure, 'to be better' than the previous years, I don't know what and how, but I will be better..
It's be a hell of a challenge this year, Let's roll !!
Have been quite busy wasting time, ==
Hitting the gym, going out with friends.
Nothing much happens lately, it's been quite quiet and somehow I find it too silent, too peaceful, and too lonely..
Even when I tried hanging out with crazy dudes, still, it is not enough..
At the end of the day, when the moon is hanging onto the starry night sky, when things become serene, I find myself, alone, lying in the bed, with a somehow sad feeling, feels the emptiness all over again..
Well, It's not the first time though, so I suppose I'll do just fine..
:)
I went to my friend place yesterday, accompanying her, who has just moved to a new place. Unfortunately, in the mid-day, received a bad news from her that one of the ballers back in my hometown passed away, don't know the exact reason but it is quite sad, such a young age and his life ended just like that..
Human is fragile after all, gotta cherish for the fact that I am still living and breathing.
Anyway, Happy New Year..
In all sicerity,
Kelvin.
Dear Blog,
Well, I guess time really flies, isn't it?
Before I knew it, 2011 has ended. It's 2012 now..
Haven't given much thought for the new year's resolution. But one thing for sure, 'to be better' than the previous years, I don't know what and how, but I will be better..
It's be a hell of a challenge this year, Let's roll !!
Have been quite busy wasting time, ==
Hitting the gym, going out with friends.
Nothing much happens lately, it's been quite quiet and somehow I find it too silent, too peaceful, and too lonely..
Even when I tried hanging out with crazy dudes, still, it is not enough..
At the end of the day, when the moon is hanging onto the starry night sky, when things become serene, I find myself, alone, lying in the bed, with a somehow sad feeling, feels the emptiness all over again..
Well, It's not the first time though, so I suppose I'll do just fine..
:)
I went to my friend place yesterday, accompanying her, who has just moved to a new place. Unfortunately, in the mid-day, received a bad news from her that one of the ballers back in my hometown passed away, don't know the exact reason but it is quite sad, such a young age and his life ended just like that..
Human is fragile after all, gotta cherish for the fact that I am still living and breathing.
Anyway, Happy New Year..
In all sicerity,
Kelvin.
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