22 - 01 - 2012
Dear Blog,
It's been a busy week, too busy to write. I've been going out till late mid-night for the last couple of days. Forgot most of the detail but I went out with my brother Pun a lot, the first time was 18, if I recalled it correctly, got to know a girl named Yuli, a pretty and cheerful as well as friendly girl. And so we went to eat and then K as we usually do when we hung out.
On 20th, my bro Will was back in town. So it happened that me and Pun went to seaport to pick him up. We then hung out, the 4 of us: me, Pun, Wil and Ju. It was one hell of a fun as it's been ages since the last time we hung out in our dearest hometown.
I went to hung out with another group of friends, calling themselves the voltz. The original plan was to meet up at 6 but it was delayed until late 8. Oh, I guess it's Indonesian's nature to be late. =D We went to eat at Bandar Pinang, then went Fiona's house. Stay till mid-night and went on to meet my bro Ju. I reached home at late 1 in the morning. And then it happened. The 2nd door was locked. I couldn't get into the house. Was it locked by my father? Did I go home too late? All these negative thinking kept coming out and I stayed in the front house for about one and a half hours and I finally decided to call home. It was all a misunderstanding. My sister was the one who locked the door. Oh, me and my silly thought.
It was new year's eve. I and my family went to pray our ancestors in the morning. I went home straight after that, watched some show and slept till mid-day. Had a lunch and catch some anime, slept again after that. Woke up and had a dinner. It was reunion dinner so Mom and Sis prepared a lot for it. The feeling of home is there. :)
I guess that's just how it's supposed to be, eh?
Wish every family to enjoy their new year's eve and reunion dinner.
In all sincerity,
Kelvin.
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Monday, January 16, 2012
Blue Monday
16 - 01 - 2012
Dear Blog,
It's monday, where everyone feels blue and down to go back to the daily routine. Lucky for me as I still haven't feel the blueness of it. Woke up around 8:30, took a shower and went to my parent's jewelry shop. Had a breakfast at one of the indonesian cuisine stall, it's still good, at least I rarely find one stall in Singapore that can compare to it.
Realized that I actually can count money quite fast, consider that I didn't really pay much attention on learning how to count money. :p Guess I have some hidden talent in me, huh? =D
Well, afternoon passed and I went back home early, took a forty winks and it's dinner time. A great meal, home-cooked by my dearest mother. :)
And here I am, writing to you, my dear blog. Guess I'll watch the series: Game of Throne and turn in earlier. I've got a ball game tomorrow. Let's roll!!
In all sincerity,
Kelvin
Dear Blog,
It's monday, where everyone feels blue and down to go back to the daily routine. Lucky for me as I still haven't feel the blueness of it. Woke up around 8:30, took a shower and went to my parent's jewelry shop. Had a breakfast at one of the indonesian cuisine stall, it's still good, at least I rarely find one stall in Singapore that can compare to it.
Realized that I actually can count money quite fast, consider that I didn't really pay much attention on learning how to count money. :p Guess I have some hidden talent in me, huh? =D
Well, afternoon passed and I went back home early, took a forty winks and it's dinner time. A great meal, home-cooked by my dearest mother. :)
And here I am, writing to you, my dear blog. Guess I'll watch the series: Game of Throne and turn in earlier. I've got a ball game tomorrow. Let's roll!!
In all sincerity,
Kelvin
Pasar Malam
15 - 01 - 2012
Dear Blog,
As usual, nothing much today, woke up at almost mid-day, had brunch and wasting time by slacking off, it's Sunday after all. :p
Had a dinner at one of the old restaurant, panjang. The food there is still consider good among all others. To my surprise, met my basketball coach there, he has not changed, not even a bit. =D Straight after the dinner, we went for a walk at the night market that is set-up specially for the Chinese New Year event. I guess things didn't change much, it was the same as last year and previous. Well, it's better than nothing I suppose. Chinese new year is around the corner, it's exactly 8 days from now but I don't feel a thing. Weird eh?
In all sincerity,
Kelvin
Dear Blog,
As usual, nothing much today, woke up at almost mid-day, had brunch and wasting time by slacking off, it's Sunday after all. :p
Had a dinner at one of the old restaurant, panjang. The food there is still consider good among all others. To my surprise, met my basketball coach there, he has not changed, not even a bit. =D Straight after the dinner, we went for a walk at the night market that is set-up specially for the Chinese New Year event. I guess things didn't change much, it was the same as last year and previous. Well, it's better than nothing I suppose. Chinese new year is around the corner, it's exactly 8 days from now but I don't feel a thing. Weird eh?
In all sincerity,
Kelvin
Saturday, January 14, 2012
Check-up
14 - 01 - 2012
Dear Blog,
Woke up early today, had a ball game, which I had been longing for. There's just no greater feeling than having a ball game. The intensity, the competition, it is more than a game. I was surprised that I could run for 3 or 4 matches, it's just not possible but it did. Gotta do more exercise and keep myself fit.
After the ball-game, I and my sister, went to see a doctor for check-up. Well, turned out that my results were not that bad. I expected it to be worse. The next thing, I found myself hunting for breakfast around the town and sadly, all the good thing (food) had sold-out. So, instead of hunting for breakfast, I went to have my eyes checked and to my surprise the result is better than I had expected.
So, finally for the breakfast, bought and shared a pack of Indonesian rice with my sister. The rest of the day was spent by helping my parent in the little jewelry shop that my parent built up from zero.
Oh, by the way, her mother and sister came to the shop today, I didn't manage to greet them as I hardly recognized them. Feels damn bad but well at least I am quite polite when I am serving them. Guess that makes up for it eh? :D
Spent the night watching WWE and playing games and that's about it.
Thank you God, for another wonderful day.
In all sincerity,
Kelvin
Dear Blog,
Woke up early today, had a ball game, which I had been longing for. There's just no greater feeling than having a ball game. The intensity, the competition, it is more than a game. I was surprised that I could run for 3 or 4 matches, it's just not possible but it did. Gotta do more exercise and keep myself fit.
After the ball-game, I and my sister, went to see a doctor for check-up. Well, turned out that my results were not that bad. I expected it to be worse. The next thing, I found myself hunting for breakfast around the town and sadly, all the good thing (food) had sold-out. So, instead of hunting for breakfast, I went to have my eyes checked and to my surprise the result is better than I had expected.
So, finally for the breakfast, bought and shared a pack of Indonesian rice with my sister. The rest of the day was spent by helping my parent in the little jewelry shop that my parent built up from zero.
Oh, by the way, her mother and sister came to the shop today, I didn't manage to greet them as I hardly recognized them. Feels damn bad but well at least I am quite polite when I am serving them. Guess that makes up for it eh? :D
Spent the night watching WWE and playing games and that's about it.
Thank you God, for another wonderful day.
In all sincerity,
Kelvin
Homecoming
13 - 01 - 2012
Dear Blog,
Alas, my delayed homecoming, I am finally at my dearest hometown. Woke up around 8 in the morning but found myself just too lazy to wake up, so slacked off a lil' bit and finally decided to wake up at around 11:30. Had a shower and went to grab some stuffs.
Packed my stuffs after that and took a cab to the harbor. During the travel time, driven by my brother, Pun, I played game. So, time really passed faster when playing game. And finally, the sea scent of my hometown, the familiar air that I've been breathing for the last 18 years. It still smell nice. :) And there he was, standing there waiting for me. My hero, my father. I'm so blissful to have him as my father. :)
Had a thought of getting my hair cut and yes, I did, went straight to the barber after reached home. I was planning to book for the timing and to my surprises, I didn't have to wait and so, had my hair cut and dyed.
Finally see my mother and of course my three younger sisters. :)
And so, time passed as we're talking and the day finally ended.
In all sincerity,
Kelvin
Dear Blog,
Alas, my delayed homecoming, I am finally at my dearest hometown. Woke up around 8 in the morning but found myself just too lazy to wake up, so slacked off a lil' bit and finally decided to wake up at around 11:30. Had a shower and went to grab some stuffs.
Packed my stuffs after that and took a cab to the harbor. During the travel time, driven by my brother, Pun, I played game. So, time really passed faster when playing game. And finally, the sea scent of my hometown, the familiar air that I've been breathing for the last 18 years. It still smell nice. :) And there he was, standing there waiting for me. My hero, my father. I'm so blissful to have him as my father. :)
Had a thought of getting my hair cut and yes, I did, went straight to the barber after reached home. I was planning to book for the timing and to my surprises, I didn't have to wait and so, had my hair cut and dyed.
Finally see my mother and of course my three younger sisters. :)
And so, time passed as we're talking and the day finally ended.
In all sincerity,
Kelvin
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Random Day
12 - 01 - 2012
Dear Blog,
I'm still at SG today, well, the plan was to go back to my dearest hometown today. Guess plan falls out all the time. Tomorrow is the day. :)
Nothing much today, rest pretty well, I guess, went for buying some stuffs in the evening. Had an unexpected meeting with my dear girl, like always, we talked and I walked her home. :) And had a evening stroll again. Funny how strolling calm my soul.
Played a lil' ball game at night, it also came so randomly.
Guess that's for today.
'Let your inner ego shine, build it up along the days and be confidence, Kelvin. You cannot remain kid forever, grow up. If it doesn't kill you, live it and be stronger.'
In all sincerity,
Kelvin
Dear Blog,
I'm still at SG today, well, the plan was to go back to my dearest hometown today. Guess plan falls out all the time. Tomorrow is the day. :)
Nothing much today, rest pretty well, I guess, went for buying some stuffs in the evening. Had an unexpected meeting with my dear girl, like always, we talked and I walked her home. :) And had a evening stroll again. Funny how strolling calm my soul.
Played a lil' ball game at night, it also came so randomly.
Guess that's for today.
'Let your inner ego shine, build it up along the days and be confidence, Kelvin. You cannot remain kid forever, grow up. If it doesn't kill you, live it and be stronger.'
In all sincerity,
Kelvin
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Reunion Dinner ???
11 - 01 - 2012
Dear Blog,
Had a great lunch with 2 of my brothers, will and pun, :) When three of us are together, we are like a kid, playing and fooling around like nobody's business.
We played arcade again, realized that when you start something, it'll be quite hard but as time goes by, you'll eventually get used to it and get better at it.
We then had another great dinner, meeting yii, sal, and renn. Another great chat, another great day.
I wasn't supposed to feel that way but I just can't help it but I managed to hold it in after all. It's just good to have the presence.
In all sincerity,
Kelvin
Dear Blog,
Had a great lunch with 2 of my brothers, will and pun, :) When three of us are together, we are like a kid, playing and fooling around like nobody's business.
We played arcade again, realized that when you start something, it'll be quite hard but as time goes by, you'll eventually get used to it and get better at it.
We then had another great dinner, meeting yii, sal, and renn. Another great chat, another great day.
I wasn't supposed to feel that way but I just can't help it but I managed to hold it in after all. It's just good to have the presence.
In all sincerity,
Kelvin
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Pass-by
10 - 01 - 2012
Dear Blog,
Spent my whole day watching the drama series Spartacus: Blood and Sand, it's one hell of a action Roman Empire series. Learnt that people from olden days have been filled with much hatred, envy, and act treacherously. Perhaps, that's in the human nature to feel those negative feelings. But then again, there's always a nice people and a bad people but who is there to judge? It's just too subjective.
Love, it's been known since olden time, until today, everyone is searching for the true meaning of it, so am I. All the man (Gladiator) battle for the glory in the coliseum to earn the freedom for the sole reason of none other than love for a woman, who is worth the fight and the struggle. It's funny how people nowadays are toying with woman while searching for their meaning of love.
Just when I had the thought that I need to back down, a small voice deep down whispered to me 'this might turn out to be something' but then my mind opposes claiming that I cannot afford another fall-down, this time round, it might really kills me. Hope it'll just pass me by.
In all sincerity,
Kelvin
Dear Blog,
Spent my whole day watching the drama series Spartacus: Blood and Sand, it's one hell of a action Roman Empire series. Learnt that people from olden days have been filled with much hatred, envy, and act treacherously. Perhaps, that's in the human nature to feel those negative feelings. But then again, there's always a nice people and a bad people but who is there to judge? It's just too subjective.
Love, it's been known since olden time, until today, everyone is searching for the true meaning of it, so am I. All the man (Gladiator) battle for the glory in the coliseum to earn the freedom for the sole reason of none other than love for a woman, who is worth the fight and the struggle. It's funny how people nowadays are toying with woman while searching for their meaning of love.
Just when I had the thought that I need to back down, a small voice deep down whispered to me 'this might turn out to be something' but then my mind opposes claiming that I cannot afford another fall-down, this time round, it might really kills me. Hope it'll just pass me by.
In all sincerity,
Kelvin
Monday, January 9, 2012
Deep Talk
09 - 01 - 2012
Dear Blog,
Went to catch a movie with ah.jinn today, The Petalling Street Warrior, if the tittle is correct, LoL, never really notice the title of the movie.
Well, overall, it's a nice movie and worth watching but I expect it to be better though.
So, we had a dinner at Dian Xiao Er, and had a great chat.
Talked a lot of stuff, and he is a great observer and has great minds.
He'll be damn scary if he were a bad guy, hahaha,
Some things to note after the chat:
Never know how to say NO,
Arrgh, forgot the rest, LoL
Well, lotsa stuff he said is true, :)
Starting to get comfortable with him, trying to be open towards him,
Maybe and just maybe I could learn how to open up to peeps who is 'real'.
It was a great day,
Thanks god, for the wonderful day.
In all sincerity,
Kelvin.
Dear Blog,
Went to catch a movie with ah.jinn today, The Petalling Street Warrior, if the tittle is correct, LoL, never really notice the title of the movie.
Well, overall, it's a nice movie and worth watching but I expect it to be better though.
So, we had a dinner at Dian Xiao Er, and had a great chat.
Talked a lot of stuff, and he is a great observer and has great minds.
He'll be damn scary if he were a bad guy, hahaha,
Some things to note after the chat:
Never know how to say NO,
Arrgh, forgot the rest, LoL
Well, lotsa stuff he said is true, :)
Starting to get comfortable with him, trying to be open towards him,
Maybe and just maybe I could learn how to open up to peeps who is 'real'.
It was a great day,
Thanks god, for the wonderful day.
In all sincerity,
Kelvin.
Sunday, January 8, 2012
Reject
Dear Blog,
08 - 01 - 2012
Guess I'm getting older and weaker, had a backache after the balling so I decided to stay back and rest for today.
It's in lotsa pain and ended up doing nothing but lying in the bed for the whole day.
Oh, God, I hope it'll be better by tomorrow.
Finally decided on the home-coming plan, I don't know what has gotten into me but I don't have the feeling of homesick or the feeling that desire to come back home. Perhaps, some part of me is rejecting the feeling to go back to the land where it all begins and where it all ends.
Well, I've gotta go back anyway, Chinese New Year is around the corner. Hmm, She must be very" excited by now.
In all sincerity,
Kelvin
08 - 01 - 2012
Guess I'm getting older and weaker, had a backache after the balling so I decided to stay back and rest for today.
It's in lotsa pain and ended up doing nothing but lying in the bed for the whole day.
Oh, God, I hope it'll be better by tomorrow.
Finally decided on the home-coming plan, I don't know what has gotten into me but I don't have the feeling of homesick or the feeling that desire to come back home. Perhaps, some part of me is rejecting the feeling to go back to the land where it all begins and where it all ends.
Well, I've gotta go back anyway, Chinese New Year is around the corner. Hmm, She must be very" excited by now.
In all sincerity,
Kelvin
Saturday, January 7, 2012
Balling Tragic
07 - 01 - 2012
Dear blog,
Nothing much today, I went to buy my parent's stuff and went home straight after.
The feeling of balling suddenly came across my mind, and I asked Will to join.
Well, we played, but sadly, it's not my day, I really can't get myself to do my stuff.
All the matches we played were very very aggressive and it happened that one uncle roll his ankle while laying-up and the ankle broke, twisted, dislocated. It was disaster, I never saw an ankle dislocated like that and it sent the chill down my spine and scared the hell out of me. We called it a day after that, watching other philippine fellas played while reminiscing and deciding on changing the way I play.
Had a great dinner though, the famous boon tong kee chicken rice. It's damn good.
In all sincerity,
Kelvin.
Dear blog,
Nothing much today, I went to buy my parent's stuff and went home straight after.
The feeling of balling suddenly came across my mind, and I asked Will to join.
Well, we played, but sadly, it's not my day, I really can't get myself to do my stuff.
All the matches we played were very very aggressive and it happened that one uncle roll his ankle while laying-up and the ankle broke, twisted, dislocated. It was disaster, I never saw an ankle dislocated like that and it sent the chill down my spine and scared the hell out of me. We called it a day after that, watching other philippine fellas played while reminiscing and deciding on changing the way I play.
Had a great dinner though, the famous boon tong kee chicken rice. It's damn good.
In all sincerity,
Kelvin.
Friday, January 6, 2012
Bro's Talk
06 - 01 - 2012
Dear blog,
As expected, I had predicted that he had changed and here I am, finally knowing that， which is a good thing. Unfortunately, it's a sad story after all, It's too late for him and all I can do is to wish the best for him.
Had a man's talk with him for a while. I don't know how we started that but it started anyway. Reminiscing the past, the dark days where despise, anger, agony comes in for the time spent on family. I'm not proud of it, but I know that lotsa peeps went through the same thing. Well, after that unforgettable accident, I guess I really grew up. Learnt lotsa lessons from there, one of it is the importance of family and the fact that what a friend can do is only to certain limit and beyond that you have no other people to go to except for family. He realized that as well, but the price is too much, it will be his greatest regret. Saw the tears drop from his eyes, and for the first time, I know that he is enduring lotsa pain and wouldn't even talk about it to anyone. Hope he will be successful in the future time. God, please bless him and his family.
Oh God, I am really grateful that I still have the chance to make it right, though at times, I doubted my ability to do so. But, I have faith, that no matter what, if I give my heart and soul to whatever I do, I will make something out of it. God please give me strength, please guide and enlighten me through all of this.
In all sincerity,
Kelvin
Dear blog,
As expected, I had predicted that he had changed and here I am, finally knowing that， which is a good thing. Unfortunately, it's a sad story after all, It's too late for him and all I can do is to wish the best for him.
Had a man's talk with him for a while. I don't know how we started that but it started anyway. Reminiscing the past, the dark days where despise, anger, agony comes in for the time spent on family. I'm not proud of it, but I know that lotsa peeps went through the same thing. Well, after that unforgettable accident, I guess I really grew up. Learnt lotsa lessons from there, one of it is the importance of family and the fact that what a friend can do is only to certain limit and beyond that you have no other people to go to except for family. He realized that as well, but the price is too much, it will be his greatest regret. Saw the tears drop from his eyes, and for the first time, I know that he is enduring lotsa pain and wouldn't even talk about it to anyone. Hope he will be successful in the future time. God, please bless him and his family.
Oh God, I am really grateful that I still have the chance to make it right, though at times, I doubted my ability to do so. But, I have faith, that no matter what, if I give my heart and soul to whatever I do, I will make something out of it. God please give me strength, please guide and enlighten me through all of this.
In all sincerity,
Kelvin
Thursday, January 5, 2012
2012
05 - 01 - 2012
Dear Blog,
Well, I guess time really flies, isn't it?
Before I knew it, 2011 has ended. It's 2012 now..
Haven't given much thought for the new year's resolution. But one thing for sure, 'to be better' than the previous years, I don't know what and how, but I will be better..
It's be a hell of a challenge this year, Let's roll !!
Have been quite busy wasting time, ==
Hitting the gym, going out with friends.
Nothing much happens lately, it's been quite quiet and somehow I find it too silent, too peaceful, and too lonely..
Even when I tried hanging out with crazy dudes, still, it is not enough..
At the end of the day, when the moon is hanging onto the starry night sky, when things become serene, I find myself, alone, lying in the bed, with a somehow sad feeling, feels the emptiness all over again..
Well, It's not the first time though, so I suppose I'll do just fine..
:)
I went to my friend place yesterday, accompanying her, who has just moved to a new place. Unfortunately, in the mid-day, received a bad news from her that one of the ballers back in my hometown passed away, don't know the exact reason but it is quite sad, such a young age and his life ended just like that..
Human is fragile after all, gotta cherish for the fact that I am still living and breathing.
Anyway, Happy New Year..
In all sicerity,
Kelvin.
Dear Blog,
Well, I guess time really flies, isn't it?
Before I knew it, 2011 has ended. It's 2012 now..
Haven't given much thought for the new year's resolution. But one thing for sure, 'to be better' than the previous years, I don't know what and how, but I will be better..
It's be a hell of a challenge this year, Let's roll !!
Have been quite busy wasting time, ==
Hitting the gym, going out with friends.
Nothing much happens lately, it's been quite quiet and somehow I find it too silent, too peaceful, and too lonely..
Even when I tried hanging out with crazy dudes, still, it is not enough..
At the end of the day, when the moon is hanging onto the starry night sky, when things become serene, I find myself, alone, lying in the bed, with a somehow sad feeling, feels the emptiness all over again..
Well, It's not the first time though, so I suppose I'll do just fine..
:)
I went to my friend place yesterday, accompanying her, who has just moved to a new place. Unfortunately, in the mid-day, received a bad news from her that one of the ballers back in my hometown passed away, don't know the exact reason but it is quite sad, such a young age and his life ended just like that..
Human is fragile after all, gotta cherish for the fact that I am still living and breathing.
Anyway, Happy New Year..
In all sicerity,
Kelvin.
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